April, 08 of 2005

Between sadness, bad humour and questions, here I am abit mad!
Yesterday I was bought a chocolate box for him, and today I gave it for him. He was happy, and in the final of the school Luan, Iris and me, ate some and chat abit.
Later he drives me sad, 'cos we won't go to the B.A. tonight! and one more day without make nothing.
I can't believe but I mus to take it!!!!!!!!

April, 06,07 of 2005

These days I was very mad! 'cos our romance resumes in NO!, we can't, etc.
We can't stay together for much time that others people stay looking at us. I can't touch him everytime or ever if only for sometime... resuming, we can't make nothing out of the B.A.
If I want to hold, kiss or make some other thing, we need to go, to the B.A., (our Saint Place!)
Well these 2 days don't had much good things for I remember, only had sadness, questions and seems things.
Sorry!

April, 05 of 2005

In this morning I was looking for him, and I found, we stay together for a long time. I don't had chemistry classe today and I watched his classe today, we chat with his friends for a long time, , was so cool!
Today I had sure that his friend Thiago can be G. and also Thiago have much information. Later I went to my class and he for the his. I get out of the school and looked for him, he get out too and go to the center, without touch in my hands, and go away looking at me!

April, 04 of 2005

I don't know what happened, but I need to realise.
We were in the school, without problems without nothing, normal, we had a free time. This moments was so good. In the 4# time I had a class of math, and in the 5# too, he no, he didn't have more classes today, I told that I will stay with him in the 4# and in the 5# I will watch my class, he daid no (Yes he's right, he had sure!) But in my think he will have 2 times free and I could delay me, and watch my class in another time, I convinced him about it, later when I went watch my class, he ask that will go home! He said that was hungry, I didn't want it, I wanted that he waits for me, for we go to the our destinations together, but he want to go, I was sad! He call me when I was in the door of the classroom, I come back, and his face was changed, probably he was sad too, and he ask me if I was sad! I said no ('cos I must to realise/comprehend)
I kiss him in the bathroom very fast, and he went and I miss him so much!

Aphril, 03 of 2005

Luan's resume:
Oh, this day went very nice, because, normaly the sundays is very bore, but this no, I stay playing video-game all day, but when my great love arrived here in my house, I stay very happy, because I like so much when he's next to me.
We can't to do nothing more beyond normal, howevr, went nice... He did know my mother (mother-in-law him), my grandmother and some friends of mine... After that, he stay a little shy because, I tried to give a hot dog.. But all right, one day I'll give him more than foods.

Aphril, 02 of 2005

Today I don't sow him, I only sent messages and talked with him on the phone.
He plays in the game, I can bet that he danced today.
Today, I ask to him, for he make the today's resume, he must to accostume with it!
Maybe tomorrow I will see him.!

Now this is the Luan's resume:

In this day, unhappy we don't meet us, I went to my course of english, for afternoon, and Robson went to mother's work (he helps she in the work!) 'cause for morning we don't have school, but we speak us for phone in the night....
I think it's onlyh for this day!

Aphril, 01 of 2005

Today is Marcelo D2 show, I was ask for Luan for he change the cuppons for the tickets this afternoom, he tried but, we don't knwe that only in the 08:00 at 12:00 is possible the change of the tickets, I lost this show (sorry Andrew!), so we went to the B.A.
One more day, there in the B.A. he was so hot! His hands, his touches, give up me! in the B.A our passions exploded again, Uh! Like he is hot, his temperature is very high! he drives me crazy!.

March, 31 of 2005

Today I had so much informations. But let me start:
I was waitting for him, we talk for a short time, 'cos he went to the classroom, he made our story from sunday, his version is so good, I don't made it more better, he writes very well! (sometimes much more better than me!).
Iris gave for me and Luan chocolate, he wait for me, for to eat the chocolate, later we went to the water's drinker, so he come in to the bathroom, I entered too and kiss him very quickly and get out very fast.
I gave aimpim's cake for him, Iris and some others, we went to the bus station and he go home!
Before it, we chat abit, like a "D.R." (relation discution), very good and one more time, we discover that we love us!!!!!
About the informations, maybe later I can put it here!

March, 30 of 2005

Like everyday, I go to the school and stay waitting for him! So, he cames and makes me happy :D!
Today we had a coincidance, we don't had much classes, we stayded together about all the time!
In the start, midle and final of the school.
In the final I gave a chocolate for him, he puts in his mouth and ask me: "Do you want that I pass it for you?" I was surprised and answered: Yes!, I search for a empty place for he pass for me the chocolate, in his mouth, I ate and kiss him, and we went to the Bus Station
Hunf! Finally one emotion thing during the week in the school!

March, 29 of 2005

The time today passed very normal, I stayed together him for a long time, we talk alots in this morning, all of the days that already passed, makes me see that he love me, and that I have a special feeling for him.
I think that can be love, am I loving him?... I think so. He is so lovely, gently, carefully with me! Yeah I love him, and that our romance never ends!
In my mornings, monday at friday, I can't feel him, his lips (only sometimes!!!), his hands touching me, holding me, his breath... in my neck, in my body, in my back, his warm together with the mine. When I miss it, I feel me crazy, without him, without everything that I want, that I wish and that I hope.
Luan, I want to be with you all the time!
Sweet kisses for you!!

March, 28 of 2005

This morning I woke up very early and tired! I was very tifred, I went to the bathroom, I brushed my theets and washed my face. I ate my breakfast, I prepare my schoolbag, and ringged LUan, when I was in the school, LUan don't came, he toks alots, when he came he told me what did it: He takes a wrong bus!
We stayed together with Iris ( a friend of us) for a big time. Later his mother ringged him, asking for her keys, that Luan forgot to let with his neightbor, and he musted to come back, for open the door for his mother and Grandmother.
And I don't see more him. I tried to call him and nothing!

March, 27 of 2005

My day was good, I was in the Luan’s house, completely alone with him! I told him everything in the last day, and we are ok until today, but I asked for him to make the resume of this day! And he made and here it is:

"Sunday, 03/27/05

In this Sunday went Easter, my family travel to another city on Saturday, then, I stay alone in my home, until that my love (Robson) call me and say that will come here to my house. This day went very good, we listen musics, play video-game (THE KING OF FIGHTERS 2000,2002).
By afternoon, come my friend to play with us, (SHIT!!!) But after he leave us alone again. We kissed us, hold us, get bath together, until the hour, he did have to go to home, I went with he to the stop bus and talk about something, so he, unfortunately, go home!

I LOVE YOU MY GREAT LOVE!!!


Wrote by Luan"

March, 26 of 2005

Was a B.A.D. day!!! Everything is wrong today, but let me to start of the start!
In the 25# I don’t sow Luan, and today, he told me that, will be in the Aeroclub, so, I decided to surprise him, when I came there I can’t find him.
I was looking for, and nothing. I went in the Boliche and in the restroom. Nothing again. So I was coming back to my uncle’s house, and happened Ronald and Daniel called me, I spoke with them, and they ask to me, for to go with them, for other place. I said no, no, no, but they convinced me for to go.
I said also that I won’t make nothing, but happened appears people to much looking at me and Ronald, and they started to touch us, suck us, and I already was betraying Luan. After everything I was with a Dilemma: To tell or don’t tell, is it the question? But I was think if I lie to him, he can make the same thing with me too, and if I speak all the true, we can to talk and everything may be OK! I went to sleep thinking about it!

March, 25 of 2005

All of the moments I pass thinking about him, he can’t meet me (because her mother wants to be with him this day!), and I’m missing him a lots! :(

March, 24 of 2005

was in the office, don’t had nothing to do and happened I decided to go, to the game to meet Luan again.
We play abit, and later we went to the B.A. we sow Thiago, and more later we come back, nothing more!
Everytime that we went to the B.A. we flirting!

March, 23 of 2005

Was a great day! First: he gave me chocolate! One big egg of chocolate! We ate together.10:00 A.M. Iris and me was in the water’s drinker and we heard in the school’s radio about tickets for T.C.A Theater, we listen the question. Iris answered and she gave me the tickets.
In the night after course I watched the Jobim’s homage with Luan, and later we went to the B.A. After this, we come back to our houses missing us!

March, 22 of 2005

Nothing in particular, without kisses, holds, nothing! Argh!
I wanted to feel him with me! His warm, but nothing!
S.H.I.T.!!!!!

March, 21 of 2005

This day we was in the school and I don’t had course, he must to go, to the "Centro" and we went together. We went to the game.
Arriving there, we play a little bit, we play normal, even so, we lost, so he going to the "Pump It Up" machine, he plays a lot! We stay together all of the afternoon.
In the final I tried to play but I lost twice! We walked for a short time and later we come back to our houses.

March, 20 of 2005

Monday morning, big sun in the sky, we went to the beach, all of the afternoon. I meet some friends of him, and in the night, about 18:30 we go home.
March, 21 of 2005
This day we was in the school and I don’t had course, he must to go, to the "Centro" and we went together. We went to the game.
Arriving there, we play a little bit, we play normal, even so, we lost, so he going to the "Pump It Up" machine, he plays a lot! We stay together all of the afternoon.
In the final I tried to play but I lost twice! We walked for a short time and later we come back to our houses.

March, 19 of 2005

Saturday, I don’t see him during the day, we had to combine for to go, to the B.A. in the night, about 18:30, but I had some problems, and finally I could arrive at 17:… and he already was waiting for me.
I went to B.A., very later, but don’t have problems with us. At 22:10 we must to come back for our houses. And other night has finished.

March, 17,18 of 2005

In the 16,17/03/05 in my course, they gave me some (2) tickets for me to go, to the theater to watch "O Nariz do Poeta", so I invited Luan for to came with me, he accept my invitation and in the 18# at 20:00 we watch together, but happened 2 knoweds of mine appears in the theater and we don’t make nothing, in the final of the show we went to the B.A (Alley of the Artists) and stay together.This day in the morning I gave it for him:Let’s try it"Dear Date" in the school we seems like a fool lovers, mainly me! I like and love this feeling, maybe it’s the first experience…, or better, this is my first experience in the school.I want and wanted much more than we are already doing. I don’t know how but, sometimes I need to hold you, feel you by my side, feel you warm and to share my feeling with you (that quite seems the same the yours) even for a short time.When I see you, you know what my smile means 4 you, and also the yours for me, day after day I want you more and more, I want much more than kisses, much more than everything that I wrote here!I would like to know if everything is OK with us still, or have any problems.*I don’t know if I need speak it, because I think that you already know, even so, let’s try it: "I Love You!"

* P.S.: He still don’t answered me!

March, 15, 16 & 17 of 2005

We don't make nothing, we can't still stay together in the school, 'cos everybody weill see us fools! We cannot comunicate everytime, so March, 16 He gave me it:Man! is unsupportable can't talk right with you in the college, if we stay together (for to talk!), we can't desfarce, and everybody will distrust about us..., but, let's facing for to see in what will finish!Luan is great, I think of you alots and I confess, that I stay excited when I remember the monday morning (was good!).I want to can hold and kiss him everytime, that I sow him, but, Like we can't make nothing in public, let's try it for when we stay alone or for when we will be to leave.One hold of the who's liking you alots!

Monday 03 of 14 of 2005

Monday is the day that everything was started!Well, I'm dating again, but this history started in the Friday night, and it is...:Friday night i was in the Beco, later that walk abit in the Pelourinho, I was wantting my friends and one special friend (but he don't came), and there I disfrut abit, I knowed some new people, and some people discover me too, my Kabum's friend, and one school's friend. The last named Luan:

But in the half past of my night in the beco, I stay with one new knowed, but I dont like to be with him, so later, I was chatting with Luan, and I happened started one feeling for him, but nothing more, at 10:15 PM we come back to our houses, and we walk together (Luan, Richard, Thiago and me) for the bus station, soon my bus came and I musted to go, so I hold Luan, (but I wantted much more) and then I kissed him. Was beautiful!For this night it is all! soon more newssss